The return of rose

Hi hello hey  iys rose I’m alive how’s life my lovely non existent readers I’ve done some updates on the site I have some more cohesive parts coming up and I just thought I’d have a little random part here because I feel like writing today .Btw the parts about my rejection I changed he who shall not be named names to miles as I realised his previous name was to close to reality for my liking and I’ve fixed my spelling honestly I’m surprised you poor sods could read any of it my spelling was so terrible (in fairness 90% of this was written well past midnight ) I’ve switched to doing this on my phone now instead of my tablet with the dodgy auto correct -yet I managed to spell things like atrocious right wow I really am only half functional. So I guess I’ll just use the rest of this part to give you guys an upset though none of it wiĺl be that interesting you guys don’t even know me in person and your most likely done with my theatrics

Miles (told ya I changed his name)            okay so he has been 50 shades of passive aggressive he friend ignoring me that didn’t work I’m just to flamboyant he’s tried blaming me

And he’s made comments on my self esteem and other really deep things denied saying it’s just the way he is but I am responsible for everything and he’s been the kind of mine which hurts you but if you bring it up you look pretty like what the he’ll society please can my feelings be valid for once  and then trying to be my best friend 2 minutes later

Montage of all the ways miles has been well .. him

*happy montage music * if you want to really embrace your inner cynic open a tag and play some now

Scene one *art class*,                                            Me:hey Daniel can I have the black paint

Miles : black like your self esteem

Scene 2

Me*roasts every one including miles on group chat *

Everyone *starts roast battle *

Miles*is out of order to Emily and Lorraine

Miles it’s only banter

Miles rose your a shy Cyclops that thinks she’s so funny when she’s not

Me where flex but ok

*private chat *

Miles what do you want with me why are you so can rude all the time                  me b***h wtf (thats what I should’ve said anyways

Scene 3

Me *exists *

Miles *stares*

Me what

Miles Your cheek bones stick out so much it looks like you have tennis balls in your mouth

Scene 4

Miles*somehow acquires girlfriend *

Miles*tells Georgia *

Miles tell rose for me

Georgia *tries to bond over liking some guy *

Me *looses will to live *

Scene 5

Me *is self *

Miles you need to stop trying too hard

Courtney:leave

Miles no

Me *leaves and is crying *

Miles* follows*

Miles :I was talking do you have any manners look at people when they speak to you

Scene six (happens many times

Miles who want to play fortnite

Me sure

Miles yeah I’ll invite you

Miles *is clearly online and playing fortnite.. in a party *

Scene 7

Miles* is annoying for 30 minutes *

Me *playfully (as in joking though apparently he can’t wrap his disproportionate head around that*shut up you spaz

Miles you ruin all my fun your put of order all the time you dont have one nice thing to say about me can you just learn to stay out no one asked for your opinion

What I should’ve said

Me well I’m sorry but they’re my friends too our hall entire friendship is either mutual interests or back and forth insults what do you want me to do scream miles I’m grateful for your friendships between each breath

What I said

…..*looks bewildered is silent for an hour *

5 minutesater

Miles*sits at table * hey rose  *grabs my paper thingy (what it was was isn’t importan)t and writes my Nick name on it

Also  he talks to my friend more when were arguing it’s like you hate me so much why the he’ll do you keep putting yourself in the same place as me

 

Isn’t he lovely

Georgia

She says she still wants to be my friends and we go on this trip thing she doesn’t go to the meeting cos she can’t be bothered .there’s a spare space in my room she could’ve had she gets Molly to tell me she can’t even tell me to my face she then lies to me and say it’s too late for it to change and everything is set in stone it wasn’t shed know that if she was at the meeting I confront her a month later and all the sudden it’s Molly who wanted me gone like yeah right she’s no longer obsessed with miles and it hurts more that there’s no reason for her to hate me but much like most people she hates me for no reason she thought I was fun saw me for what I was the left  I don’t think she ever liked me she just used me to add to her friends list to make her look popular and because courtney Molly Lola and Imogen liked me

My anxiety

It’s still present my parents phoned me one day and said I was having counselling it’s nice but they told me it was my decision and then went back on that promise so that was great

Other

Somehow some human found me atractive  and asked me out I said no even though they where nice because self destructive tendencies I may elaborate on this at some point

Anyway I’m happy to be back and I hoped you enjoyed this I never thought any one would read anything I created yet here we are it’s actually kinda amazing and your from all over the world it’s actually to exciting can if you don’t mind could you leave me some questions in the comments so I know what you want me to write about that would be great

-Rose X

 

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